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Willy Weasel

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Date: Oct 20, 2007 8:37 PM Flag as Spam or Report Abuse [ ? ]

Subject: RE: No Subject

Body: No one in this world knows you better then me. My darling child you are so right about Crystals misspelled words but before we start casting stones in glass houses your sentence structure is all wrong. You also have several misspelled word in the statement below. By the way what does Crystal have to do with this.

You wrote: (u will learn in the end what u did do wrong as a parent and honestly I dont have any regrets)

First off who in the hell do you think you are ? What you needed was more beatings and then you would have seen things differently but why am I explaining myself to you I owe you knowing and in return you get nothing.

I certainly don't have any regrets. This is your feeble attempt to get under my skin it won't work. Baby I have been around longer and seen allot more I don't sit and dwell in the past. I don't know who you are talking too or who is giving you advice but for me to say that I raised or should have raised you a different way is stupid at best, for lack of a better term.

You think you are all grown up well miss Jennifer when you walk in my shoes and have to work your *** off at providing for a family with snot nose kids who think they know it all then we can talk.

Your argument lacks common sense and defies all logic someday perhaps when you do grow up you will come to terms with yourself and tell yourself that you were definitely and sincerely really full of it.

I am proud of the way I raised my children and I will not sit here and have some snot nose kid tell me what she feels I did wrong.

My Lord, wah! wah! I feel my parents didn't raise me to my satisfaction they didn't give me what I wanted, but I hurt a lot of people and didn't give a ****.

Is this the logic that you will instill in your children because if it is good luck.

Enjoy Life to the fullest.

I pat myself in the back for a job well done 2 out of 3 isn't bad.

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From: Knows SHe IS Right and Wrong

Date: Oct 20, 2007 3:11 PM

DOnt worry father....I know myself better than u and u will learn in the end what u did do wrong as a parent and honestly I dont have any regrets...It was the best decision I ever made.

I can live to please you and tell your daughter that she cant spell niether and go back to school.I will continue to be happy I dont need you neway.Thank you though.for being who u are lol.IT all runs in the family and I must have learned it from sumone I was living with=)

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From: Willy Weasel

Date: Oct 20, 2007 1:20 PM

Wikipedia, defines Karma as

(Sanskrit: k璋﹔ma (help璺痠nfo), k璋﹔man- "act, action, performance"[1]; Pali: kamma) is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as denoting the entire cycle of cause and effect described in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies.

None of which you have done. You are confusing it with something bad that has happened to you and you want that bad done on too others.......... Not good......

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From: Its Funny how Karma Worxs! ITs On My SIDE!

Date: Oct 20, 2007 11:13 AM

well honestly father If i was stuck in the past then why would I ask for forgiveness but you know what it is fine.U are narrow minded to much for me.I love you and you know what I didnt wear out my welcome fiy! lol because I paid rent and I needed a job and you know what It was the best thing that happened to me i even had to jobs no I do go to school fiy do something I love and fortunatly i will have a career in my life before 25 and I work also and trust me I dont need to but I choose to. and be well off at a young age.short term memeory must run in the family and grudges never I love you guys i would have never wrote you that if I didnt but you did want me to apoloize therefore I did and and as far as everything else you were the one that said I didnt have anothewr choice I nodded agreed and told maybe i will stop hurting people.And when i made that statement about having a nice life that was after you told me to stop calling you.So what else.because now .I have nothing more to say because honestly I have moveed on but I just know I have a apologized and I have grown up.And I learned.But if you cantr understand this then I dont think you know your daughter like you though you knew her.I love you daddy.And NAncy and i am soory for the pain but I got to do what I got to do.Thank you for everything.

Mwah.

Love your daughter

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From: Willy Weasel

Date: Oct 20, 2007 8:29 AM

Okay first of all like I said how soon we forget and I don't need this crap! You wrote:(First off i dont recall ever telling you to have a nice life) short term memory I guess but it happens when people like yourself try to make a valid point. Now do you remember the phone call when you called complaining that Christina had called you a ***** ! Now got your attention now!

Next you wrote: (whenever you yelled at me and try to push things in my face) Now some people need to be pushed and your are one of those people. You would rather work at selling chicken then getting an education which is all I ever wanted from you. You had the brains but by the looks of this email it's more like selective memory to me.

Next you wrote: (And second of all who ever the **** talker is needs to get there **** straight father because I only tell the facts.) No you only tell what you want to hear and whatever benefits you. I am not your little school yard friend so I expect more respect then what you are writing and your tone is unacceptable. My facts are based solely on my experiences living with you and how well you manipulate any situation.

Bottom line you must have wore out your welcome over there.

Next you wrote: (I have forgiven myself and I know now what is right for me but you could not see that.) I saw lots of potential in you the brains and you could not see that you were so into memememe! I cant began to say that I for one have no regrets for what I have accomplished and I would do it over again the same way.I have no remorse for my actions as this was what you wanted remember.

Next you wrote:(your bitterness and grudges) Where in the world did this come from. Now we go back in time remember the phone call I was told to have a nice life. how soon we forget.

bitterness: I am perfectly happy not a bitter bone in my body now you and your mother I dont know by looks of this letter there seems to be alot of bitterness in your blood.

Next you wrote:(I hope you realize at the last minute your biggest mistake.) The biggest mistake I ever did was marrying your mother (concha) 9years of my life down the tubes but I have no regrets in having my daughters. At the last minute sounds like you are killing me off all ready. At the last minute I know that I will have to answer to the good Lord and only to him.

Now this is what you wrote: (the times nancy had to pull my hair because I did not brush my hair right) so you are holding a grudge because it sounds to me that by your standards we were not supposed to discipline you, am I correct in this assumption because if this is the case then I feel for you and your children should you ever have any. When you have your kids then we can talk.

You Wrote: ( I was never allowed to have a social life.) you were allowed but only on the condition that you kept up the grades. Now enough of this crap. You lied to me about missing those 7 days at school by telling me the teacher didn't see you in class. You ran away from the place I provided for you instead of a 45 foot trailer and no electricity or running water. You had to bathe outside at the faucet, there were 7 people total in that place you cried every time I had to take you back. Now do you remember. So stop all this nosense it is getting old the one who is stuck in the past is you not me. (all the attention you spent amongst me all the control thank you ) Your very welcome because it has made you the person you are today and hope you succeed in all your dreams and hopes like I said I wouldnt change a thing on how I raised you and Crystal. Discipline is a Lost Art thats what this new generation needs now a days you guys are out of control. BIGTIME!

I too hope that someday you will succeed in all you set out to do. I wish you all the luck in the world. You have no idea what we as parents been though since you left but that is something every parent goes though when kids leave a nest and I dont expect you to understand that.

One thing you should know when I die I will die knowing that I have done all I could for all my children in the end it was up to them on how they wanted to use the knowledge we provided there will be instances where you will remember your father because something reminded you of him. Just know that regardless I will always Love all three of you the same.

You wrote:(well lets set the story straight) This sentence speaks for itself like I have always said there are three sides to a story Yours, Mine and the truth and sooner or later what you do in the dark comes out in the light.

DAD!

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From: Its Funny how Karma Worxs! ITs On My SIDE!

Date: Oct 20, 2007 1:38 AM

well lets set the story straight father.Becuase there is a change in words.First off i dont recall ever telling you to have a nice life except for whenever you yelled at me and try t push things in my face.Second of all if all you can do is listen through the grapevine then it shows how much u really paid attention to me anyway.And second of all who ever the **** talker is needs to get there **** straight father because I only tell the facts.And whether you believe me or not now I can care less ,whether you can forgive me or not is not my problem.I do not hate you I o not dislike you.You use every bit of manipulation to put things the way they are.I know this for a fact.I have forgiven myself and I know now what is right for me but you could not see that.Me writing juicy stuff has nothing to do with anything.It has been two years.And you will make mistakes and fiy in the end I hope all does go well with your bitterness and grudges but I hope you realize at the last minute your biggest mistake.THank you for my home my food my shelter the nights we spent together by the fireplace during christmas,the times nancy had to pull my hair because I did not brush my hair right,the fact that I was never allowed to have a social life.for giving me a computer a nice bed to sleep in the momment you threatened me of taking me back to my mothers all the time my lovely sister manipulated me into doing things for her all the bitches and u would never choose nancy over me,all sarcasm and negativity about my hopes dreams and now my future,all the slaps in the face,all the yelling,all the attention you spent amongst me all the control thank you and god bless you for all of this.The last time I did ask you for something although it was only for your opinion your advice.you told me you did not want to hear and do not ever cal me again if you didnt recall because of a certain situation I love how you twist things around father the innocent.you have never done any wrong no mistakes and I praise you for how you have achived that i praise you for the slaps and beatings I recieved for peeing my pant yes sir yee and if I dont recall I truly believe that I was just less of a worry or burden amongst you if you had me around.second of and I am living life to the fullest which is awesome.I live in paradise literally.and yes I do do my own mistakes and learn from it but never later.always people learn in different ways what can you do.I will always forgive you and nancy.you are family.Now what I wrote on my paige has absoolutly nothingto do with you.Why you assume so many things of me how funny.I forgive ansd will always love both of you but when grugdes are held for so long and not fogive you tend to corrup people around you.I destroy no one and I never did is anyone dead?No i dont believe so.Just remeber Yes I am your daughter.N o but you know what father some of us get a run for real life and its true.If i really did so horrible why am i doing so good. I dont understand and yet you are the ones that are sick.I dont get it.You want an essay here it is.

Thank you Father

Thanks for bieng a dad

thank you nancy thanks for bieng my mother

The mother i never had

sorry I took it for granted sorry

that I didnt care

if you cant forgive me its okay

I wont pull out my hair

If you see in a grave before you die

Just remember I loved you guys

and i just hope and pray one day

that you will see

That I trully love you guys but only wanted to find me

and I hope that befre you go

that you will breathe

let the angels take you away to heaven

for all your precious deeds

and If you dont care then there

isnt much left to say I have triend

but you said it was never good enough

to this day

so now all i have is myself

my hopes dreams

character

dignity and strength

I will succeed and

maybe you will be proud of me sumday

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From: Willy Weasel

Date: Oct 19, 2007 9:35 PM

You told me to have a nice life now what is it that you ask of me, In your little essay you write some pretty juicy stuff but how am i sure you are sincere, Listen I have heard though the grapevine that you still write crap about the only two that actually cared enough to give you what you needed and not what you wanted, I am not well health wise and niether is Nancy but we are still managing. Your grand pa is also not well so we really don't need the drama.

At this very moment I am not feeling good and to see that you are asking for forgiveness is just the tip of the iceberg. By the way you are still young and you will constantly make many mistakes because thats just you.

COMMON SENSE IS A GOOD THING USE IT !

The last time you asked me for something you got mad and told me to have a nice life and then hung up on me now all this because you did not want to see that the real problem is you and not us you just want to do things your way and then learn from the mistakes later.

Also I have no regrets about what happened to my family that I ******* fought so hard to bring together only to have you slap me in the face with your BS. I am enjoying life to the fullest something I highly recommend that you should do you never know what may happen. You write on your page (Funny how Karma Worxs! ITs On My SIDE) what exactly do you mean and that other little slogan needs to be changed I didn't raise my daughters to curse. I hope to the good Lord that you are not referring to us as far as Karma goes.

I only ask you to please forgive Nancy and I for caring so much for you, as parents we only want the best for you and we will do what ever it takes to do just that. Now in the last 13years who fed you who cloth you and who sent you to school who taught you to ride a bike who taught to write to speak to eat shower, certainly not that family that you hold such high regards for they all of them just wanted a piece of Art $pie$ and nothing in return so do me a favor remember they just got to know you within the last 2years. One thing before I close this letter remember you chose your destiny not us you wanted to get to know mom for I always told you that was not a place you wanted to be at but you wouldn't listen.

Live and Learn. You are my daughter i can't change that but if you are set to try and destroy this family then I need to step up to the plate and protect it. Forgive me but this is the way it is.......

Just ask your mother ( Concha )

Nothing and Nobody Will Ever Come Between Me and Nancy..

Your DAD !

Write back !

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From: Its Funny how Karma Worxs! ITs On My SIDE!

Date: Oct 19, 2007 2:25 PM

because its been a couple of years and I dont believe that u should still be like this.only because We all make mitakes when we are younger and we learn and grow from them but if u insist on not talking to me then I hope u live with the fact that u dont know forgivness and in the end when its all over I hope u can one day see me ...and u will see what I have become to be. U may have raised me but in the end I raised myself.I am sorr for all the pain I have put everyone through.but I was young and even u made the same mistakes.maybe not reapeatedly but still.i want to apologize for bieng amisery and buruden to u.just know I did apologize many times and before u leave...because we can be gone any second in your life.and honestly I will leave this word knowing i try to do something good... and u will leave it with grudges and regrets.i am an adult now and I live on my own....And I am proud of myself...mystake got me to where I am at today and they are who made me me like it or not. I just wanted to let u and nancy know I do love you very much and it isnt bullshit its honesty and from the heart..and frankly weather you except this or not ...I know I tried. I love you take care.

Your Daughter

Jennifer=)

Wikipedia, defines Karma as

None of which you have done. You are confusing it with something bad that has happened to you and you want that bad done on too others.......... Not good......

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From: Its Funny how Karma Worxs! ITs On My SIDE!

Date: Oct 20, 2007 11:13 AM